Once upon a dream....

Hey, 

I don't know where I should start....the weekend have been too much to do..I've kept thinking and thinking about so many things at the same time that I'm feeling exhausted... most of the time I have been missing my little pink heart, it feels so empty without her..this year Raisha is gonna spend her Christmas eve and holidays with her dad and spend the new years eve with me...whenever she goes for some days it feels like a rock punches my heart...I thought I get used to this thing but no it's hard every time, I've kept myself busy as much as I can but still it's not easy. I just wish sometimes that people could understand but every time I explain they don't understand. I guess...that feeling, that thought will be kept by myself. Sometimes I just wish that everything was a dream there I'm waiting to wake up and everything will be the same...our little world would be us. 

Counting the days and waiting to see her....got some plans for the small vacay...let's hope for the best...

 

hope you all have a nice holiday...